Anonymous asked: Hey I like your blog.. anyway is BackToSchoolGiftCards(.)com legit? My step sister said she got a $500 pizza hut giftcard from FedEx on Friday but I'm skeptical.. You seem smart so tell me what you think.

Hello anon, I have never used BackToSchoolGiftCards.com before so i cannnot say whether it is legit or not from personal experience. Though you could always ask your step sister for some proof like showing you the card. Hope that helps. 

Anonymous asked: Kill yourself.

okies. Bye bye anon. (Wave)

I wish someone could comfort me right now.

Saying you don’t care….

But on the inside you care. A lot. And have high hopes. Though they are crushed. You don’t want to burden anyone ,that’s why you say you don’t care. Someday things will get better But for now it’s just another sad night of broken dreams and hopes.

Jealousy

Is good for people. Though no one would have any reason to be jealous over me. No girls like me. Who would fight over me?

Year

In one year or a couple months everything can change. The change will be good for one person and bad for another. Without the Yin we can’t have a Yang……

Hurt

What hurts are not those clear memories. But the memories that you don’t come up with quickly. Once they come up it’s like the most painful thing in the world.

What hurts the most

Is lying that you’re okay and hoping someone will care about you and find out you’re not. To see who cares. Though in the end you find out no one cares.

Someday

Do you miss kissing my lips?and all those things we did. Someday if you don’t claim me as yours someone else will get them.No one else in the world can kiss like how I did nor be like me. No one in the world is the same. So if you liked what I gave you remember I am the only one that could give you that. You can find people similar but never the exact same as me. Those letters I wrote to you. I don’t know if you kept them but yeah. Not many people write letters now do they? When you had to go to church thing for a weekend. I spent the whole night before writing as many letters as I could to give to you. I have kept every single thing you gave me. Except the candy cane. Can’t exactly keep that. But I have everything else. Ya know. I did make you flowers. I wonder what you do with everything I gave you.

It’s okay.

Everything is just fine. I just had a little bad day that was pretty bad. And seeing you with him made it worse. It’s okay. My feelings are void to you. Even though I’m not your boyfriend I still get jealous but eh. It just hurts… I know. I shouldn’t feel like this. It’s just… I have No good reason. I look into the night sky just like when I was younger. There aren’t many stars anymore.. to me they always seemed So peaceful. The moon was nice too. The memories I have of us just pains me. Every night. And every morning. Though I somehow maintain a smile during the day. I don’t know how positive I can stay the rest of the time. But hopefully for a while. I’m probably going to break down tonight soon. So blah. Maybe I don’t want to be friends? Have you ever thought about how I feel? You probably have. It doesn’t matter. I still feel just as unimportant and hurt as before. Not much has changed. At least if I die tomorrow or tonight I won’t die with any regrets. I somehow feel my time is up. I’d say I lived a good life. I’m happy but sad. Though it’s okay. My happiness cannot be true happiness. Currently without you I am not truly happy. As you make him happy and he makes you happy. I’m sitting in the background sad. That’s okay. I can’t be the only one. If you have feelings for me show it. You don’t want it to be too late. You never know. Everyday the world changes. Don’t miss your chance You have now.

If you feel

Sad… Something might be wrong but cheer up everything will be better

Angry… Remember there are friends there for you

Happy… Well good for you :) 

Depressed… It’s okay. Things will get better soon for you. Just keep positive.

Empty… Remember someone who could void that emptiness and tried hard to be there for you

Missing someone… Give them a call or text. You never know if something bad will happen if you don’t check up on them.

Emotional… Grab a pillow and punch it until you feel better.

Tired… Grab your phone and text your favorite person until you fall asleep.

Hurt… Remember being hurt is only temporary. It will hurt the other person more if you become happy.

Negative… Remember there are people there for you. Enjoy everyday as it comes by, you don’t want to leave any regrets if you die soon. 

Regretful… Fix anything you did that you would regret and don’t do anything more you will regret if you were going to die tomorrow. 

Crying… It’s fine to cry. Crying is not something to be ashamed of, it shows you are strong and that there was someone that just mean enough to make you cry. Remember its bad to keep everything inside all the time. 

Lonely… Remember there was someone there for you before and you either pushed them away or they pushed you away and if you start to miss them and want them back tell them as soon as possible, you never know when it’s going to be too late. and remember those friends who are there for you and understand you.

Bored… Remember there was a time that someone could make you not bored or tried really hard. and that there are friends willing to hang out with you.

Disappointment… Don’t get your hopes high again, things become better when you don’t expect anything.

Despair… It’s okay. Everyone has felt like that once in a while. Your friends are there for you. 

Fear… That’s good. But don’t let anyone pressure you. 

In love…… That person must be really lucky. But remember as you make someone else happy. There will always be someone else you hurt in the progress. Don’t hurt him/her too badly. Whether or not you know them, someone will get hurt.